Just call me 'mom'

Being a mom is a full-time job, between the challenge of helpingshape a new life a Being a mom hand the advice of others, both wanted and unasked for can make a person feel like they are being rested before they can even study. In my opinion, babies are a wonderful gift to the lives of everyone they know. Not only human babies, but every baby car, dog and other non-human animal has brought a smile to my face. These little peopl and other animals provide one of the purest forms of love I have ever

Being a mom has really Changed my pupil on life. There is so much more to who I am both practically as a person and spiritually. Before my baby, it felt like I had forever to get things done. With my little one, it's like the gods are telling me much more forcefully that I need to get my stuff together to teach my son. Between dirty diapers, play time and snacks, there is hardly time left for work and sleep. My little one has been busy exploring the world, and watching him grow is one of best experiences I have ever had, and will have. He will be asking questions before I turn around. I am looking forward to his questions, and helping him reach his potential. Being pagan, I will also have the challenge of helping him develop a unique spirituality in the midst of people who often believe that what we believe is at best simply fantasy, and at worst harmful to him.  Being an eclectic pagan, who has yet to completely solidify her own identity in her spirituality is even more challenging. I won't shy away from the my imperfections, and my ability to procrastinate things that are not essential, but gods know it shouldn't be a crutch either. Growing is a never-ending process, especially when it is your own child who is growing before your eyes.

I do apologize for such a short post today, as well as how late it is. I have been called away for a while to visit my grandparents,and have been forced to complete this entry on my phone. I do promise that tomorrow's entry will be better. Blessed be and see you all later

Shilo