Getting back to life

I really do apologize for the long hiatus. I have been having issues with an unusually bad illnesses, and then a bit of depression from all of the drama in my life. I have had the same cough for almost a month, and it is old as I have not the time or money to be sick. At the moment, my grandfather is battling cancer again, only this time it is serious, much more so than before and we are not sure if he will make it. Just to put this into context, he is the one who raised me with my maternal grandmother, and is more a father to me than anything else. On top of that, I am going back to finish up my last semester of undergrad, and gods willing start looking around for a head program and a good internship that will help make ends meet more efficiently. With my hours going down the drain as it is, I am honestly not overly sure what to do, only that I need to find a way to make about $80 in two weeks or less to make up the difference. On top of all of that, my aunt has taken this time to be Al little drama queen, and my mothers is not much better. They are running about spreadingidiotic rumors about my step-grandmother and simply stressing me further by trying to get me to quite my job and move in with her respectively.

During all of this, my loving husband has only been able to make it home once, and apparently his dispatch has a sick sense of humor as they didn't want to pay him layover while he was at home, as if him being home mental that no bills where being accrued.

The good part of the last few days has been getting back in touch with a good friend and meetings a few more local 'kin, including one fae woman. I may even have some help retrieving some of the memories that have eluded me for so long. I have noticed that as I become more aware of my past lives, it is easier for me to also focus on the here and now, and to form better memories in this life, so I am hoping it is not his my imagination and that unlocking this part of myself will help me understand myself better and be able to function more like a normal person.

One last more, before I try to go to sleep, I am considering a psych blog on tumblr, since psych is my major , for those of you interested. I will be exploringany and every interesting article I see. It has no particular focus quite yet.

In any case, I hope to see you all around more often . Blessed be answer you around.