Dealing with things

As usual, I really really real I ought to apologize for my long absence as I have been working on ways to help with income and take care of my family. Things haven't been going as we'll as I would like and I am not entirely sure how to handle it as social interaction never was one of the things I excelled at. I know this sounds count intuitive for a psychology major, however my interest in psyc is in research, so interpersonal relations won't be such a major part of my ultimate career. However I do have to admit that it may be odd for an eventual investor to accept advice on a more pleasing store layout from some one who has very little clue of what to so in social settings. It also makes my current job 'interesting', but I digress. The real issue that has been plaguing me is apt he return of some serious depression. I have never been formally diagnosed, and quite frankly I don't have the money to seriously invest in my mental health at this point in time. My family and I are barely making ends meet and it has been quite a burden on all of us. I have been trying to invest some extra time and efforts into creating some additional revenue online, but as of late most of my projects haven't paid off in any way. I know I have enjoyed research projects in the past, but finding the time to post my skills online between taking care of my beautiful baby boy and work has been a challenge. Work and challenge, they go hand in hand no matter what you do, however I am convinced that the store I work at is a black hole, collapsing in and bringing in some of the most bizarre examples of human behavior possible. Do understand I am not intending to imply that my co-workers and managers are less than I, or that any one is less of a person for any reason. It is simply that the amount of insane soci-political drama has reached the point of stupidity usually reserved for middle school. We are having yet another meeting this upcoming Saturday to discuss the insane amount of drama in the store. It is also gng to introduce a new system to evaluate employees. A merit system that will award points, and take them for certain behaviors, hopefully it will decrees the drama. I do know one thing, a change of career is definitely something I need, the only way to move up in the world of KFC is to get into management, and managing people is just not something I have any interest in. I enjoy managing ideas and concepts, people are just too odd, in my opinion and their motives are often not things that I really think of. I really do hope to get back.to my degree soon, but until then, it's just doing the best I can with all I can. Blessed be, and see you all about. Shilo