Things have been quite odd here. It is the calm before the storm in terms of the impending implosion of my life. In the space of time I have been given to try to figure out a few things in my life. One of the most interesting things I have been able to go over is my spirituallity. Though I am completely convinced there is something to the concept of Divinity,  I often find myself unconvinced that this divine being is something that we would be able to understand,  or even be able to directly notice and interact with us. To completely complicate this is the fact that I can't accept a spiritual concept that defies science. There is plenty of parts of my spiritually that can't be verified by science,  but most things that defy science just bother me and I can't put a finger on why. It just seems the best way go about creating a stable reality.
Despite this, there is something that tells me that divinity dose exist, just not in quite the anthropromorphic sense most faiths portray their creator deity as. I am a bit of a henotheist/politheist and it has been almost as interesting a journey to take as it has been difficult to explain.  Perhaps when I come to a better understanding of where I am going spiritually I will be able to figure out how it all fits together.