Moving forward

Things keeps steadily moving on and getting stranger as they go.

This blog might not make sense, I have recently discovered that the lovely feeling of being watched is more or less a soul bond, and apparently none of them appreciate how little I like people reading over my shoulder. Thank the Gods that this one is one of my favorite people ever, and I think he could just about get away with murders around me. I know, I can be a sucker.

In any case, I have been trying to figure out exactly what to do with this blog, and exactly what I need to do with my Celt. I have been flirting with this one guy, and for the love of the gods, no matter how many times I explain otherkin and how essential it is to me, the man still has no clue. Since I have recently discovered fictkin, and and exploring that as my identity it has become a bit more of a focus than my Aldari life. That's ok as far as I'm concerned at the moment as it is currently influencing my life right now in a much more dramatic fashion. My Celt can't understand how being elven impacts my life, and my fictkin type is from a fandom we both share, a fandom that he has had trouble accepting as it has grown and changed. This is going to be a problem. I tried introducing him to a friend's blog, a friend I shared a life with (in a manner of speaking) and the Pop Culture Paganism site that she runs and his response was absolutely insane. He apparently has the ability to read through all of these blogs and have absolutely no idea what is going on. I will give him that it is near 2AM his time, but it is getting to be a bit ridiculous. I can only explain to him so many times exactly what is going on before it becomes abundantly clear that he is absolutely not paying any attention whatsoever. This is his second chance, if he can't figure it out, I am going to have to let him go. I made the mistake of staying with some one I thought was willing to learn and understand. I am not doing that again.

On a brighter note, I now have a proper laptop, and that will make typing in general much easier and will help me keep up with my writing much more effectively.

Hope the late night ramble was ok.
Ttyl and bb
Shilo

All the strange things with new beginnings.

Two years and more drama than I care to admit to later and I am back. I realize that I am not often the most consistent writer, and I appreciate any of you who actually find my ramblings on life to be interesting.

The short version of my life is that my family is down a life partner, but I have gained a beautiful boy in return, so things seen to have evened out in the end.

To be quite honest, I often feel that I would be better off if I was able to mediate a bit more than I do, but with everything going on my attention span hasn't always been where it needs to be for a more traditional meditation. I do keep up with my energy work, although it is almost impossible for me to completely stop.

In spite of the fact I continue to identify as otherkin, I have not had the time or energy to keep up with the otherkin community at large. I am starting to completely appreciate the reason that many of the older members of the community drop out. Being a nonhuman soul does not mean we do not have the same struggles as human souls this life. In addition to this, I have noticed that the majority of the other 'kin I have met have more than their fair share of setbacks this life. As our very real, mundane responsibilities kick in, we have less and less time to entertain otherworldly issues. Astral can wait, however the power bill cannot.

In the end I hope to have enough time to write a bit about my experiences again. Here's to a better future.

Be well,
Shilo